The gospel of Mark claims that the enemy of faith is fear, not doubt. So it is interesting that when YHWH speaks to Abram in a vision at the beginning of Genesis 15, his first words to this patriarch are not, "do not doubt", but rather, "do not fear." He goes onto promise Abram his protection and that his reward shall be very great.
But we can't fault Abram for a level of fear, or doubt in response. How will the promises of God come true to this old man, when he and his post-menopausal wife are still childless? Abram doubles down by reminding God that at this point in his story, Abram will be leaving his wealth to a slave in his household, rather than a son.
But God's not done yet - in Abram's story, nor in this visionary exchange. God takes Abram outside and asks the elderly gentleman to take a look at the night sky. In our modern world filled with light pollution, we can't imagine what that sight must have been. God dares Abram to count the stars and if he is able to do so, then his future descendants might also be numbered. Essentially, YHWH reminds Abram that he is in fact the creator of the night sky - the moon, the stars - and if he is the God behind the creation of the universe, then is it too much to ask him to provide a son to this geriatric couple? Abram believes the Lord after this second affirmation and the Lord considers Abram's trust to be righteousness. But what is righteousness exactly? The best definition I've ever heard is that it is being in a right relationship with God and a right relationship with others. So, by trusting YHWH, Abram is on a path to a deep and satisfying relationship with the creator of the cosmos and with those whom this God might place in his path.
Covenant
Though Abram believes and trusts God, he still needs a little bit more in the area of assurance. So God has him cut several animals in half, and after sunset, Abram falls into a deep sleep where he receives further promises for the future. He will indeed have many offspring, but those descendants will become slaves and will suffer oppression for four centuries in a foreign land, before coming back to Canaan and receiving their inheritance. After these words of prophesy, Abram witnesses a smoking fire pot and a flaming torch pass between the halves of the animals. This seems to be an ancient covenant rite (see Jeremiah 34:18-19). God has bound himself to Abram and Sarai and to the promises made to this patriarchal couple.
So What?!!!
From the very beginning of the Biblical narrative, the biggest enemy of faith has been fear. In fact, in the earlier stories about Abram, it was his fear that often led to his faithlessness. How will Abram's natural fear be overcome? By gradually learning to trust God more. And the more that Abram discovers that God is fact trustworthy, the more trust Abram will place in this God and the less he will be overcome by his fears.
And one of the ways that YHWH builds that trust with Abram is through daring Abram to believe. The God who can do even more than we can ask or imagine challenges Abram to ask for more than he can grasp and to imagine the impossible. As we will discover in Abram's and Sarai's stories, God will not fall short in his ability to deliver.
But, this does not mean that Abram will receive his reward immediately. He and Sarai will be forced to wait and wait and wait. Not only will Abram and Sarai have to wait for the birth of their own son, even their descendants will have to wait and wait and wait to receive their inheritance - they will have to wait for over 400 years. The ancients could measure things in centuries, while we have a hard time measuring things in minutes. We live in a world of instant gratification and we have probably all grown increasingly impatient. But the story of this faithful, though imperfect family reminds us that the best things come to those who are willing to wait.
Where are you at in Abram's and Sarai's story? In other words, where do you identify with these founders of our faith? Where might their story challenge you to place more faith in our God? What fears might a deeper trust in YHWH alleviate for you? There is more of their story to come and there's more in yours and my story to be developed too. - Shay






